Queens Necklace

I always fall for this necklace
Its not costly as that of a diamond or Ruby
I have a love for this place truely

Indeed an unproven love of mine
Sometimes claimed by calm waves
Few times by strong splash of dirty water and wine.
Its my lonely fate
which drives me here all the time

I keep wandering here on the promenade
browsing through my memories, which are no more mine

Weekday evenings are full of exhausted minds
they all want to throw up their mind
Whether its happiness or sorrow
all have some sweet or bad memories to follow

Weekend evening follows with
College teens, singers, guitarists
lovers finding a moment to sneak in for a kiss
that's what the poor souls think we all miss

Out of the small flats in the big city
this is the only place, which is open and broad
if you feel like, you can crash or jog

As night nears to Dawn
All BMW, Audi, Bentley are away from Pubs and Sound
Teens show off their party dress
half of them are so drunk
what they hear is only coffeewala's cycle "trin trin" and Car's horn

This is what i experience all the time
still don't know what drives me here all the time.

Lonesome

Everyday I see myself

to come back to what I am

but I have been killed, though I am alive

At times feel like If I need not have to come back home

These nights feel haunted, house feel daunted

I am broken into pieces, shattered across floor

alike broken pieces from drawing mirror board

I am so lonesome, even tears doesn't helps

It's my emotional heart and rest I am brain dead

Pals said I was a motivator to them

It's all to a point where I keep searching

my motivation behind each of the frames

Weekends starting Friday evening feels so dry

It makes life difficult to all alone, only tv and net to say hi

Till the Monday morning until office work calls

Nobody round to talk, it's me and just the walls

I am crawling like a damn duck

No calls, no friends 

Even the closed ones doesn't give a damn

Whether I m living or laid

Even god doesn't shower mercy and what I am

It's we together who make us fly

Alone we are like grass all burning brown and dry

And we will make each other cry

Wait for more 2 weeks will decide the fate

I am waiting for you so long

Don't keep me wait..I hate being alone with the sofa and bed.